"For as much as she stumbles she's runnin'
For as much as she runs she's still here
Always hoping to find something quicker than heaven
To make the damage of her days disappear"
...and so goes the lyrics to a popularly-played country song these days. you may have heard of it- guinevere by eli young band.
i feel like this chorus speaks volumes about my heart/life right now in so many ways. as i'm doing this whole transition out of college and figuring out real life, i'm seeing the wrong turns i've taken and how they're affecting me now. (oh the beauty of hindsight) i'm seeing how the falls and spills of my life have shaped who i am daily in good ways and bad. yet, i still carry on each day, still learning and figuring out my way... feeling like and knowing that i'm a very different person than i was just a year ago (let alone four years before college), but also seeing that i'm in the same place and learning some things over and over again. i know in the end it will all be good, but some days i can't help but feel tired of the changing and processing as i try to find a faster answer.
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